Trying to control my heart.

May 30, 2009 by Shamrocker

 Ok ladies help me out here. As some of you know my heart has gone through a few real stompings recently especially in the friend department. Well I posted a want for ceiling fan blades on freecycle a few days ago and got a responce from a a women named Vivian I replyed thanks and to arrange pick. Of course I had to tell her how beautiful her name is and told it was my daughters name. She brought me the blades at the gym the next day. She said her son was 5 and I said oh my son needs boys to hang with he has 3 sisters we should get them together as she seemed really nince. Then a look crossed her face for just a second I though great I am being pushy. Then I tried back stepping and said I home school and he is on the spectrum so I just have to try hard to find friends for him. Then she looked up and said really my son is autistic. I told her my story she told me hers all in the parking lot of the gym. lol  We agreed to email each other. We did I called her today and it was heaven. We talked from 10am to OMG 3pm . She is from up norht NY and NJ  she also struggles living in this state. It was so refreshing. She has even been going to a church we have been talking about checking out but have been too afraid to try. Now we just might.  I am trying to not let my heart run away and get too excited but I really want a real friend. She knows what I am about to say and I her it is crazy. The judging and she is hispanic and Va  or at least Richmond tends to have a real racist side so she also has that to content with.   We are meeting at the park here on Mon. I am so excited. lol  We were able to bounce ideas off each other. Share ideas it felt good.  SO wish me luck ladies.

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