Prayers

May 17, 2012 by kitthekitten128

 Ive got alot going on with job hunting, my unemployment being denied, my neice is battling an eating disorder and my uncle is sick. I feel pretty down right now. Money was always a way to cheer myself up, but I don't have my frivolous spending money anymore. I can live: I have rent etc, but I don't have my "Fun" money. The problem is, I don't know how to handle this sadness without it. I have been writing and praying alot. I feel stuck. I have a wonderful loving family, a wonderful husband etc. Im healthy everything else is going for me. I wish I could focus on the good stuff instead of the bad, but I guess I am a pessimist. Ive been fighting back tears alot. 

I am giving everything to God (I am Catholic). That seems to be what helps me! I keep my house clean, am trying to take care of myself and realize I am surrounded by lov e and support. I just hope it gets better. I hope my career life will figure itself out, my neice will recover (she is doing better) and that my uncle will at least find some peace.

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