Out of work

November 3, 2009 by nel361

 I'm out of work for awhile and the doctor says to keep busy and do things I enjoy.  Well with all the appts I have that keeps me busy. Also, I have a lot of aunts who want me to go over there. So far I have visited my 2 godmothers and a cousin.  Today I am visiting my mom's best friend who I call Aunty till this day.  I just have 3 more aunts to visit.  Its' been hard visiting them because they want to know why I am not working.  It is hard to lie about it. One of my godmothers was like so "why are you not working", "what's up", "anything new". She knew I wasn't telling the truth. They are usually telling me to stop working 2 jobs. I had to finally tell her I on medical leave due to depression.  

i find posting activities for everyone is very therapeutic.  I try not to go to bed after I take the kids to school.  I'm finding hard to read, watch TV and have shut off my home phone because I can't stand it ringing.  

My plan today: having a meeting at 11 to sign some treatment plans for my son. Going to my Aunts at 1:00, picking up the kids at 3:30, food shopping -not that I feel like it but there is absolutely no food in the house. 

Yesterday was a bad day hopefully today will be better.

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