Looking up

Today has been a rough  day. My papaw isnt doing any better actually a little worse. His oxygen levels are down and his bp is 99/59. his kidneys are feeling the effects of the lacix shots, and he is still holding fluids.

Me and my hubby fought last night because i wanted to have some fun(wink,wink), and he didnt want to. but he kind of was cold in the way he turned me down which kind of upset me. i feel like i am in the stage where i am more into than he is. I hope that changes soon i dont like arguing over that.

Anyway i made homemade pizza for supper and everyone enjoyed that. took my oldest to meet my mom, she babysits two days a week to help my mother out during the summer. My mom goes into work at 3 in the morning. I have a little trouble dealing with my papaw getting worse, but as i was driving back home i just thought to myself, the GOOD LORD is in controll and i have to trust him. I have not been to church much since we mived but i made the decision that even if no one else goes with me i am going. I need the LORD more now help me get through the tough times. i need him everyday.

Anyway ladies this day may have started off bad but i will not let it end that way. You ladies have a great night. GOD BLESS