As some of you know, I've started to learn how to draw anime ^___^ i'm quite excited by my quick progress. Now that I have 4 days off of work, I have alot of time on working on the anime. So the progress is quicker. But I defintly didn't think it'll be that quick for me to invent an anime character of my own!
Yesterday I decided to take some photos of my and my bf's animals, just to see their difference from the last time I took photos of them. Gizmo, our sphynx cat, is 7 months old now, and he grew up alot since 5 months ago when we received him (: he became much more beautiful. I think that he can really be a show cat, he is very pretty. here are some pics of him:
Yesterday I had a day off of work, but I still had a very long day. Me and my bf went out to do shopping in Tel Eviv (It's like NYC of Israel), a big city. We were up since 7am, went out at about 10am, and came back home only at 8pm. We were SO exhausted, but it was alot of fun. We walked ALOT...so I didn't have my workout yesterday. We ate MacDonalds' children's meal, and then I bought myself a fruit shake later that day..Oh well, today I'll do my workout (:
Yesterday I received my paycheck and at last I finished paying for the computer that I bought 3 months ago. At last!! Now I can affort myself to treat myself and my bf abit more (:
I never had the oppertunity to talk about my pet's special personalities, because every one of them is so unique and special (: Now that Gizmo the sphynx kitten arrived, the personality of 3 of my animal pets - my dog, Pizza, my c**katiel, Chooch, and Gizmo himself are resurfaced.
Me and my bf lately have had too many fights over nothing, and I know it's because of our condition... I worked for the last two months, So I kinda have been too long in the material world, thinking too much about money and how to make both of our lives less tolerating. My bf is very pessimistic, that's how he is, it's it's very tough to deal with this problem and with the already bad situation we are in. I'm holding right now both me and my bf emotionaly. Without my faith that we can go through this, I wouldn't want to know what will happen to us...
Me and my bf love animals. We have some spesific temptations we cannot resist, and one of them is animals. We always thought of having all kinds of animals at home. Like a mini zoo. It'll be our family (because we both don't really have a family), and it'll be a very good replacement. Animals always make life look so much better, they add alot when there are animals at home.The atmosphere changes alot in a good way.
As a cashier who works at a super market, I mostly see families going shopping. I see alot of married couples doing shopping together, old couples, young couples, fresh couples, and it always makes me think alot about me and my bf, and how much I want us to pass the stage we are in financially, so we'll be able to get married at last. It makes me feel kinda childish to call my bf a boyfriend. I don't see myself being able to empathize with girls my age who have a relationship. We're so far away from each other, on the level of relationship issues.
I still didn't have the right time to talk about my work too much, so today when I have a day out of work, and my bf's in his practice before the gig, I have the exact time to write. (:
My boyfriend has been making music for many years. It was his passion. I would like to add that he made music without any encouragment or help from anyone. At first he began to learn to play the guitar. He was 13 years old. His teacher was the first to find that he has alot of potential. My boyfriend surpassed his teacher for a very short time, and since then he began learning by himself. He decided after 3 years of playing, that he wants to make music himself. But for making music himself, he must learn to play other instruments.
I prefer not thinking too much about these days i'm going through. I'm succeeding quite well considering the fact that I have so many problems in my life right now. I still have faith that everything will be ok. And i'm always comforting myself by saying that I've alteady passed the impossible. So I can move and pass this stage. And everything will be better. Only then, me and my boyfriend can begin healing. Only then, step by step, things will get better. And when I say "I" I mean me and my boyfriend.
Having a modest little home with my family - me, my boyfriend (future husband) and our daughter. I don't need a big house, a small house that can populate 3 family members.
My husband having a good enough job, with reasonable hours so he still can be a lot of hours with his family, a good enough job so we won't feel we can't pay something or buy something we want.
Me not working at all and taking care of our daughter and of the house.
